[ my mom says I'm being overdramatic but I'm having a panic attack and she doesn't care but she doesn't know the s4 I deal with and she says she will "AcCePt Me FoR wHo I aM" WHICH IS A LIE CUZ SHE TELLS ME IM FEMALE BUT YET I DONT FEEL FEMALE AND SHE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ME AND I CANT F4 TAKE IT AND I WANT TO TALK TO MY BF BUT I CANT BE LIKE "HeY mOm GeUsS wHaT! i HaVe A bF u DoNt kNoW aBoUt" CUZ THEN I WOULD GET YELLED AT AND PROBABLY GROUNDED AND I DONT WANT TO BE SO I ACT LIKE IM FINE BUT IM NOT BUT YK IF SHE FINDS OUT, THATS EVEN WORSE CUZ THEN SHE WOULD BE LIKE, "U SAID HE WAS JUST A FRIEND" BUT SHE ACTS LIKE SHE HASNT BEEN WITH SOMEONE HER MOM DIDNT KNOW ABOUT AND I JUST WANNA BE F4 DEAD AND I GOT GROUNDED THE OTHER NIGHT AND MY BF IS BLOWING UP MY PHONE AND HE PROBABLY THINKS IM DEAD CUZ MY MOM WONT LET ME TEXT HIM AND TELL HIM IM GROUNDED AND THE ONLY PPL I HAVE RN ARE MY FRIENDS AND MY BABYSITTER AND IM VERY CLINGY AND I JUST WANNA TALK TO HIM SO MUCH RN ]
