Recently my depression has been getting worse. I have been doing bad things and I don’t know how to stop. I can’t get the help I need because of money. And even more recently I’ve been getting made fun of because of my personality(irl). Sometimes I just want to disappear yk..? My head is empty and full of bad past experiences. So I would just stare off into space.. listening to people and lost in my own thoughts and feelings. Every night I just cry myself to sleep cause it’s the only way to escape my excuses.
