hey everyone, so if you followed me when I first started doing scratch, you know that I made a few projects and 3-ish were actually pretty good (just according to likes and views) and then, I randomly just stopped making projects and falling down on things I had been enlisted for. I feel so bad because I was invited to teach at Swiftie school but never ended up finishing the project. I'm so, so, sorry to anyone and everyone involved with that. Next, I was still active across scratch, logging on and chatting with follower comments, etc. but never posting or being deliberately active. The truth is, my life is really busy, I have tons of missing assignments rn, as well as musical theatre and professional dance, and just self-projects. I know it sounds terrible, you're thinking everybody has extracurriculars, school, and life your not an exception! I know, but I also have ADHD, ODD, and OCD which make it really hard to have my life together. Although, still not an excuse, everyone has mental illnesses, etc. The other truth is that I didn't have much motivation for the content I was making. (NOT MEANING I DIDN'T LIKE SWIFTIE CONTENT, TAYLOR IS QUEEN) but I felt like I was just copying popular scratchers humor, banner style, project ideas, overall vibe, etc. Not to mean I didn't like sharing TS stuff, but it was just a lot for me to handle, I felt like a fake person behind the screen. All of a sudden it became too much and I just stopped with no explanation. I apologize to everyone and anyone looking forward to new content that never came. Now let's be clear, I AM NOT QUITTING. I'm just not able to handle making frequent projects with tons of aesthetics and coding and all that, that don't even feel like me. I will obviously keep being involved in the scratch community, especially the swiftie comm, but I will not be frequently posting fake content, I will sometimes make projects that I enjoy making. I'm so sorry, I thought I had it in me to be a real scratcher, but I didn't. at least now you all know the truth. so so sorry- -gigi.
