hey. amethyst here. a lot of things have been going on lately. mostly concerning the disappearances of two people extremely close to me: my gf and a friend of mine @Broken_heaRt15 . I have no idea where they are, and i'm extremely worried. i havent had contact with my gf for a long time, and im starting to be scared that she doesn't love me anymore, and seeing other people getting new relationships with others, its not making me feel better. i feel happy for them, but it just makes me feel more and more alone. maybe im just a bad person, i shouldnt be jealous of these people. after all, most of them are my friends.. but the feelings of loliness are increasing with the days that my gf has gone. i know my gf isnt this type of person, but what if she doesn't love me anymore? what if she found someone else? what if// nobody loved me at all? life rn is just overwhelming me right now. idk what to do right now....... i can't get another gf after all i really love celest. but im very lonely.. idk what to do anymore. </3
drawing from pintrest, made some modifications though. tears, accessories, hair color + style, nose i got lazy at the end when drawing accessories :P
