That's it. There's too much pain going on. So many scratchers in pain. So many people I care about hurt. I'm hurting myself. All my curiosity has led me to search stuff up. Dark stuff. It's making me feel hopeless. SO MANY things are making me feel hopeless. Even scratch. It's why I'm going on hiatus. Not because EVERYONE else is. But because I need some time away. From the drama, and noise. I'm a nobody anyways, but... I try to get better. I want everything to get better. Every day I'm on here. Every s i n g l e day. Every day my heart breaks. Something dies inside. One more death note. One more help studio. One more Leaving Scratch project. So many people are leaving. So many people are hurt. Am I the only one? I don't know. What is going on? I don't know. And I don't want to care. Honestly. But I have to. There is so much stress in my life right now. Self Doubt. External Doubt. I'm just yelling at the mirror. Just telling myself to stop. But hey. It will get better. Everything does. Right?
SCRATCH a haiku Standing On The Edge Looking Back, I See The Pain. Drama, Mistakes. Why?
