another sleepless night... i don't know how many more coffees i can drink anymore before hating the taste of it. maybe if i just use a little more milk?.. maybe if i use a little more sugar? i can't let myself become a blabbering mess while i try to figure out where she is. even before my first notes on this, i haven't slept since she disappeared. i just want some shut eye. i can't think straight.
