People think I'm happy And I used to be I'm just not the same girl I felt as though there was something wrong with me Every night I fall asleep With tears in my eyes I can't stop thinking of everything And all the goodbyes Did I do something wrong And drive them away Because no matter who it is Nobody stays I'm not pretty like her I'll never come close At the end of the day It's myself I hate the most I hate my body And all that it is So my light has gone out Like a soda that's lost its fizz I feel fat and ugly Yet I can't change And people don't help with the words they exchange I've tried to be happy But all my attempts have failed I've tried so hard But it's like my heart has been jailed I'm happier than I used to be That's true But when you tell me I'm perfect I know I'm not good enough for you People think I'm happy And I used to be Long live the days When I WAS happy and free
03-17-24
