title says everything lol we had two standarized tests this week and we're not allowed to talk at all so i js wrote stuff song is don't lose ur head from the musical six bc its awesome and i felt like it... listen to it. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (slight tw for shouting, caps, vaguely referenced deadnaming, and rude parenting (idk a better word TT)) they had no soulmark, but they really didn't care. they realized that there were probably hundreds of possible reasons as to why, and at least half still had them having one (or more, honestly) soulmate. "Mona, Momma says--" Kathy got interrupted by a thundering shout from downstairs. "WORD FOR WORD, KATHERINE!" Their mom shouted. Kathy sighed, then said reluctantly, "Simon, get your vgly self downstairs in five minutes or you'll regret being born." "I already regret being born," Mona muttered to themself before saying louder, "Alright, thanks Kathy." Kathy nodded and left their room, leaving them to continue pondering their existence for five more minutes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- where'd you go? you promised you'd let me know before you went away but now my mind is full of last goodbyes i never got to say you up and disappeared as the date you were dreading neared you left everything perfectly neat leaving no sign of the thoughts you might not have beat i don't know where you are but i hope it doesn't result in yet another scar i hope you're able to restart but just know you'll always have a place in my heart --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i want to scream, i want to shout but i can't let any of it out i want to fight back, say the words on the front of my mind but i can't get my tongue out of its bind i hate just sitting here doing nothing, cowering in fear but it feels like i have no control over myself like someone took my brain and set it on the highest shelf and i know there's nothing i can do to bring me back to you --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (slight tw for vaguely reference k!lling) be quiet and small never stand tall smile and agree even if i hate the sea i've worked my whole life to be the perfect wife i thought we were happy together i should've known better sneaking out every night coming back after it's light that ring isn't the one i gave to you you living past tomorrow... that just won't do. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (wrote this w wolfstar in mind hehe) you twirl me around in a starlit clearing no moon tonight no fear of danger just me and you in our own little world pretend our troubles don't exist just for tonight i haven't felt this happy in merlin knows how long i wish tonight would never end but i know it has to sometime ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------when you want to write but can't quite think nothing feels right and so your mood seems to sink with nothing to do you're left bored the scour of your brain was thorough yet nothing placed a title of even d'accord even if it's meaningless you itch to see ink flowing though your satisfaction couldn't be less at least the blue on the page is growing --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (tw for mentions of bl00d, and implied mvrder and obsession) manic laughter bubbling up the bl00d in the room couldn't fit in any cup your body and head separated if mother ever saw this mess i'd be berated you said we were forever so why'd you try to leave me you changed your mind to never but i refuse to let that be if i can't have you no one can it's you and me until the end and because you couldn't keep your promise you will meet your end it's you and me until the end --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (slight tw for a lot of implied stuff that's p much left up to the reader to interpret) jade green eyes and sandy hair you look just like him and it makes sense, he's your twin but just the sight of you k!lls me no one knows what happened that night no one sees my many scars they can't understand why i flinch away from you do my best to stay away from you refuse to ever talk to you no one knows what happened that night no one sees my many scars i'm scared on day it'll all come rushing out and they'll see my ugly truth i know it's not my fault but most days it sure as h--- feels like it no one knows what happened that night no one sees my many scars no one can fix the damage he did
