OKAY down... id say im a very good kid like i really try but 4 some reason no one seems to see that and when i say stuff like this its always like Oh god your so ungrateful and it turns into this whole rant about how much they do 4 me i lost my mom and dident want my dad back so i live with my aunt and shes great shes really awesome but shes really over protective cuz what happened to me but its so unfair i feel so tied down like i cant really reach my full potential shes always tired cuz how much she does but i never ask for much at least not much to me... if she takes me to go see my friends shell use it against me later like Oh no cuz u saw them last month?!?!?!? I feel like shes trying to make my life better but shes just making it all so much worst and when i do something im not suppost to do shell say Oh thats something your dad would do or i see your parents in u LIKE IM NOT A CARBON COPPY OF MY EFFING FAMILY AND SHE KNOWS THAT STUFF HURTS LIKE DAGGERS POINTED TOWARDS MY WEAK SPOT its so frustratinggg i have this really good friend and we talk when i can cuz i have time limits on my phone she said i cant be friends with him cuz hes a boy UGGGGGG i feel bad for complaining cuz welp she really does a lot im just asking her to trust me and she said she will never trust me cuz i lie LIKE EVERYBODY LIES and the only reason i lie is cuz she wouldn't trust me if i told her it was the truth... im sorry for seeming so mad but i have to go later and i know if i act sad ill be in more trouble its always put on a face or youll cause trouble 4 meee sorry agin guys your my escape i really do love scratch it makes me feel like none of this is really happning... ALL OF U GUYS CHANGED MY LIFE AND I NEED U GUYS LOVE ME<3333
sorry aginnnn
