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Vent [TW, $^ic1de is mentioned, as is S3lf-h@rm, and others, be warned] Recently I haven't been doing the greatest mental health wise, nor physical, and everybody in my family dismisses it as a joke or prank, so I have nobody to cling onto for help and support, because my support structures aren't there and my depression is getting worse, to the point I have no more self-care, and my parents refuse to take me to a therapist, to work out my traumas from the past, which came back ten-fold, I really need support right now, but have nowhere to turn to. I have never gone into super detail about my past, but I think a quick recap is due, to explain the situation. When I was younger, I lived with my biological mother, who was mentally, and verbally @bu$1ve to me. She dated a lot of people, that I can mainly just ignore, but there were two in particular who really h^rt me. Justin, and Leo, Justin physically @b^$3d me, while Leo and his family drove me to the brink of insanity, and a few times, d3ath from myself. Now, I am back on my old habits, because I have nobody to turn to, and I can't take it anymore. Soon, I might finally h^rt myself enough to d1e, and to be honest, I don't know if I would care. Sorry about that rant, I'll $h^t up now. :D
