My mind isn't my friend sometimes It's a place where I try and hide The thoughts I have and the pain I feel Where I think of the people who lied It's always thinking The thoughts never end Like am I enough, and whats wrong with me My mind is never my friend I overthink Every word action and thing I wonder if they'll hate me or think I'm weird It leaves a constant ssting I wonder if I did something wrong I wonder if I'm enough I can't stop thinking Yet I still try and act tough People tell me I'm perfect People tell me I'm wonderful Still my thoughts come pounding down So I don't believe them when they call me beautiful I used to fight this alone I've now told very few I want people to know But I want them to know what's true The fact that I'm insecure And I think people hate me I try to escape to different worlds Where I can finally be free So now you can see All the time I spend I'm overthinking because My mind is never my friend
Written: 03-16-24
