so i woke up at ~4am because of a weird dream i had. then i had to use the bathroom, but i didn't want to get up, so i just stayed in bed for a few minutes before finally getting the motivation to leave my room and go to the bathroom. then i saw lightning and thought "Yay thunderstorms" until i realized it wasn't raineing and i was sad because thunderstorms are only cool when its raining too :(. after going back to my room, i tried going to sleep again but then it started raining which actually sounded rlly cool but it prevented me from sleeping because the rain was getting faster and slower at times and i thought that sounded cool and i wanted to hear it cuz its cool, so it kept me awake. the thunder and lightning was also annoying too. luckily, the thunder and lightning stopped eventually and the rain became less cool, so i could finally sleep. plot twist i couldn't because the birds were rlly loud. why were there birds chirping rlly loudly a few minutes after a thunderstorm/?? i decided to leave my room at abt 5am and check my messages on scratch cuz i was bored and couldn't sleep. i then decided to work on a the background of a flapack drawling i was drawlingling. i then noticed that the rain stopped (yay!!) but the birds were still annoying and i still felt like drawling. eventually, the rain stopped too, and at around 6:30am i decided to try to go back to sleep. i couldn't tho because the sky was now really blue and too bright, so i couldn't sleep, but i discovered that blue lighting looks rlly cool so yay ig. anyway its now 7:11am and it started raining again. also i heard thunder again too. i don't think anyone else is awake rn, so im not only sleepy, but lonely too :(. oh nvm my dad woke up 10 mins later yay
