My mental health is being affected by Scratch. Specifically in a few areas I'll cover. It's not going to be forever, just until I can get myself under control. I still will be checking in regularly on @9rainbowtail 's profile (once a comment stalker, always a comment stalker). But I won't be checking in on any other place besides there and my inbox. I want to focus on playing games on my computer instead of social media, that way the internet can actually be a break from school and life stress rather than an adding on to it. Specifically, there are a couple of things making me want to leave other than this. Number one is how Scratch treats Christians: like they are the scum of the earth; disgusting in nature, prejudiced, unfair, etc.. It is even worse for you if you don't necessarily support lgbtq, like me. I want to avoid bullying and stress from my religion. Another thing is Rgrib, my friend, and her best friend. This part is mostly for her to read, so you don't have to read this part if you're not her but you aren't not allowed to. Okay? I want to come out and say these things, because I've been keeping them inside for so, so long. I know saying it won't change anything, but I need you to know how I've been feeling. A few years ago, I knew who Twigbelly was. I didn't really know them, but I'd seen them around. Me and you were very close then. But suddenly, we weren't. And then you were best friends with Twig. I had thought that that was us. I spent the next year in a private fit of jealousy. I think that that situation even contributed to my summer depression last year, even though it was a small factor. We play roblox with the three of us sometimes. I always feel as though I'm third-wheeling. I still don't really know Twig. Maybe you're friends with them because they're closer to your age, and I'm younger. Maybe it was because of my religious views. I don't know. Whatever the reason, I don't care. I don't want to be jealous of your happiness; that wouldn't be fair to you. I just wanted you to know how I feel, so that maybe instead of bottling up my emotions; letting people know will help me to not feel this way. To bring song lyrics into this, there's a song called 'it should have been me.' A couple lines from that song tells really well what I'm trying to get across. "Please don't think less of me, I'm but a lonely soul you see." That's me. Please don't think less of me for this. I just wanted you to know. Anyways, that's it. I'm gonna be playing a bunch of fnaf fangames and watching a lot of Game Theory while I'm gone. I hope you all understand.
no, it's not an april fools joke
