Hi guys, I'm back (ish) I'm so sorry for leaving unexpectedly without a word. The stress built up and I couldn't take it anymore. Payments piled up, schoolwork piled up, and it was too hard for me to keep up. I thought I could finish everything, but I was wrong. As more and more was dumped on my plate I just couldn't find to motivation to do anything. Procrastinating made everything much worse, though I'm currently trying to change the way I do things. I know it was wrong of me to just leave and not give you guys a heads up, I should've told you guys before. For all the people I owe art to, I'm very sorry for not completing the payments that I was supposed to do. I know I wouldn't like it if someone promised me things and never received it. I also wouldn't like it if I really wanted that design or character and would actually use it but someone else got accepted but never finished payments or used it. It was really disrespectful of me to do that, to the creators of the designs and to the people who actually appreciated them. So I've decided to cancel all my payments (unless you really want me to finish them, I will try, but you don't have to give me the character/design if I finish them) so that other people can have a chance at the character. I know canceling after so many months is horrible of me but I really can't finish all of them. I will try to finish the ones I've started though. I understand if I end up on someone's blacklist or greylist for what I did. As for friends, I know I might have hurt you guys for just leaving and not saying a word. I hope you can forgive me. You might be wondering why I've come back. So I've actually been thinking about coming back for a long time but was scared to because of all the payments that I still have to do. It was pretty cowardly of me so I've decided to come back and face the consequences of my actions. Another reason I came back is because I missed talking and laughing with my friends on here and wanted to reconnect with you guys. I'll socialize and talk with y'all here but I won't participate in many otas or dtas or stuff like that. Update on my art life: So I've kinda strayed away from drawing cartoonish animals and is going into realism and humans. I'll still draw animals here and there but mostly humans now :) I I can post a sketch dump sometime later if you guys want. Also, I will be purging most of my characters/OCs soon. (I'll post a project)
