we were talking about our break during class and I realized that.. all I did was cry, sleep, and be lonely... and then the teacher asked someone who their friends were and that made me realize... I have barely anything... I only have my partners and maybe like one or 2 friends that we barely talk to each other... I am completely alone in school and I don't know if I'll last to high school... I don't wanna be alone anymore... I'm scared... if I don't have people to talk to... what will silence the voices... do you know what it's like? to have to get up for someone else's sake just not to disappoint them knowing you have nothing literally nothing or no one to get up for and then having to see the source of your pain and isolation every. single. day. I don't even have any friends left other than the ones online. but it's not the same.
