i loev having a terrible day, coming downstairs to make myself food for tomorrow and having everyone yell at me, "dont eat that!!!!! youve eaten enough food today!!!!!" i say that its for tomorrow and you tell me that my attitude isnt appropriate. my stupid brother starts nosing in everything i do . he mocks me. infuriates me. on purpose. to get me in trouble. when i get int rouble my mom yells at me, i cry. i go upstairs. i hear them talking about me, from the stairs. mom ; "she infuriates me. her personality is so nasty. i don't even know how anyone likes her" brother ; "why are yuo so nice to her?! just don't be nice to her, she doesn't deserve it" mom ; "i'm not being nice to her, idc about her." . i sobbed. i sobbed so loud . thanks gyuys!!!!!! then you ask me why i dont talk to you . jeez mom. look at you . wayto go! mom of the year . yousee my wrists and ask what , why did i do this? i dont answera and you say "what if smomeone saw tbis?! i would be in trouble" YOU????? YOU WOULD BE IN TROUBLE?????? I DID THIS TO MYSELf, WHAT KIND OF MOTHER ARE YOU???? YU DONT CARE THAT I DID THIS T O MYSELF YOU JUS T CARE ABOUT IF YOULL GET IN TROUBLE. goddamnit anna. i hate you . you make me a terrible person , ,,, more than half of my problems come from you
music by sign crushes motorist crappy art made by me wihile sobbing my eyes hurt im venting on scratch oh my god i dong need comfort idrc i just wanted to make this i guess!!!! so edgy. ihms
