It's exhausting to hide from my family. My friends know... well some of them. I'm a good actor and easily hide it. But when I'm alone, I break down crying.
Lots of people at school steal or break my things. I've been through lots of drama that I didn't have to. My uncle's dog just died and I had a choice to stay with him for one more day but I didn't. My best friends (I'm not saying their names) are stolen away from me and been influenced badly by one of my 'friends' that said behind my back with another one of my 'friends' that they were glad I was sick and was not at school because I was annoying. My grandma is in the hospital and my dad is getting more distant. And I just feel... alone.