my pain is not physical, but it is worse. your people are in a better place. meanwhile my life is like heck on earth. you say I'm the fake one, but really, the fake is you. during our SHORT friendship, you always acted like you were SOOOO rich nd SOOO famous, that your life was SOOO good. how do you think that made me feel? left out. I'm left in depression meanwhile you are still out there bullying people. I'm not pampered. I'm just handling things differently. I'm sorry you lost those peple, but you aren't different from me. half of my family's DEAD!!!!! HOW DO YOU THINK I FEAL EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT THEM!!!!?????? YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE LIVING CRAP!!!! FACE IT!!!!!! THEY ALL DIED BEFORE I EVEN GOT THE CHANCE TO REMEMBER THEIR FACES!!!!! MY SITUATION IS MUCH MUCH WORSE!!!! AT LEAST YOU DON'T CRY YOURSELF T SLEEP BECAUSE YOU REMEMEBERED YOUR DEAD RELATIVES!!!!!! SO HOW ABOUT YOU GROW UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!