dear maplestar, my leader, my mother, mama. i never told you this... but you were not only my leader and my mother but also my role model. i looked up to you. i wanted to be like you. you were kind. i wanted to be kind. everytime i met a new cat, i'd try to be nice, ask there name before my own, greet them with a warm smile i failed. i got into six fights. six. i could've avoided them but i was not kind enough like you. you were caring. i wanted to be caring too. i tried to do my best, to look after min and ems but in the end i couldn't protect them from the wolves i failed them i failed you i failed. you know... when i had first gotten into flowers and plants, the first plant that i wanted to know the meaning of, was a maple maples symbolise strength, balance, endurance. it makes sense in a way. through all these deaths you were able to survive. it was for a reason. my name means a story. that's all i ever was, a story a fable. but you mama are so much more, meant to endure to be strong. thank you for being my mama. endure. i love you... take care, fablekit (your son, your storyteller)
