First of all, my friend, if someone is making you feel so horrible that you WANT TO DIE, you seriously need to seek protection. But listen. You are a great friend, a fun person to be around, and a cool bean in general. You don't deserve to be treated this way. You don't deserve to be hurt. You don't deserve any of what you're going though. You're such an awesome person, but they don't realize that. You really brighten up so many people's days, but they don't realize that. You're supported and loved by so many, but your vision is blocked. You have no reason to hate yourself. You're not to blame. Please, please find a safe place to go. What you're experiencing is not normal. Your family shouldn't make you want to die. We're here for you. And please stay safe. Your tired friend, Kenji
