guys.... i cannot explain how much this means to me. <3 before you ask, im ONLY on scratch at the moment, until i can do more professional recording and do it alongside my dad... its probably where ill stick ;) i dont think i can handle going anywhere else either so.. :3 sorry btw, i couldnt make it use the album cover to play every song in order. it just kept on bugging up so >w< so, this has been my dream for 3 years. releasing an album. it's only on scratch, it probably isnt the best quality and may not even be the same songs as when i may do a better version with studio one, and im an unpopular artist atm... BUT. i've put so much effort into every single song and being able to share it? i seriously am crying. its unreal. even though ive written over 25, released 18 songs on here... i picked out these 14 because to me theyre my favourites i guess. ive been playing guitar for 12 years. at the start, i hardly ever practised, and it was my dad's patience that helped me to work on my skills. eventually, when i finally got my own guitar i could keep in my own room.. i started getting better. i wanted to improve myself. i practised everyday, playing at least for 2 hours, sometimes 3 hours. during this time, my anxiety was getting worse, memories were coming back, i had my first break up, and i felt like i was losing myself. i didnt want to be here anymore, and my arms *as they still are..* were tainted with scars. and so i expanded myself beyond learning songs, to writing them. i realised i could use music as an outlet, as a voice for my thoughts, and express the pain i was in. over time, i felt ready to share some of my music here on scratch. its one of the safest places for me, so i decided to share some songs. i started with covers, but began uploading originals. the support was overwhelming. i had a dream for having my first album be called progression and having a bunch of songs... and now im making the dream a reality. it doesnt feel real, but... it is. and sharing this gives me hope. hope for myself and moving towards a music career, and also for others. i want people to be inspired by it, and get into music. learn an instrument, sing! but also, i want others who share my thoughts to know theyre not alone. and music for me is the best way i can express that. anyway, long story short, i love you guys so, so much and i couldn't have done it without you <3333 stay tuned for more songs, and my possible expansion beyond scratch!! ^^<33 TAGS:
if you want to see the full stuff just go to the original (theres a link right there haha ;)) love you guys so much, and THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR OVER 600 FOLLOWERS!!! <3333
