to the people who know exactly what im talking about- i hate monday morning, i hate words i can never undo, i hate to listen to people scorning, but most of all, i hate you. i hate your gaslighting, i hate how youre always mad at me, i hate your stupid rewriting, and i hate how your eyes assure that im never free. i hate how you made me need you, i hate how crushed i was, i hate how you knew. and then i hate how you left me for just because. i hate how you make me cry. i hate how you think your always perfect, i hate all the things you've done out of spite, and i hate that you thought i had to accept. i hate your complaining i hate that your all remarks are so degrading, i hate how you're always so draining, most of all, i hate that we're all your ladies-in-waiting i hate how you took my friend, i hate that everything isnt enough, i hate how around you my happiness ends, and i hate how its only me you act so rough. i hate my unstoppable tears, i hate you and you, i hate all these hurtful years and all the pain you caused that i can never undo.
i understand you. i feel the same way girl. so here's mine i hate the way i feel when i wake up. i hate the chorus class i go to i hate the voice inside my head i hate your stupid stare and glances we share but most of all I hate you i hate the person in the mirror and all your stupid friends. i hate the years we spent together and how i feel rn i hate the class we share and how you look at me and i hate the way you laugh i hate why i cry abt you. i hate the reason we stopped i hate all the things you've done and i hate that I've accepted it i hate the reasons i say (her name) and her goons i hate my unstoppable tears i hate these hurtful words I hate the way you say my name and all the pain you caused that never will undo.
